A few weeks ago, I was trying to be friends with an ex (again). In retrospect, thinking we could manage to be friends was silly. There's reasons why people are no longer together. And the fact that they're not together proves that one of them is incapable of honesty. In our case, it was a lovely combination of the absence of honesty, a shortage of unconditional love, miscommunication, selfishness, denial, and lack of empathy. Disturbingly, all the qualities I don't want in a

Holy crap. So, so, so busy! I moved, gave up my extra jobs and have been super occupied with holidays and updating a house I'm renting. It's everything my last apartment wasn't. TOTALLY in Love with my loft area to do my yoga, painting, crystal grids, meditation, smudging, and reading loads of books. This is also my annual month of dry january. Nothing gives you clarity like sobriety. Realizing how terrible people are when you spend extended time with them sober, while they d

Mercury finally has gone direct since going into Retrograde ON my birthday. Yeay! Along with self reflection (always my focus during Mercury in retrograde) and gaining an extra year around the sun, gave me something's to think about. First and foremost, forgiveness is an interesting life experience. Depending on the situation, it could be you forgiving someone, or them forgiving you. As I have gotten older, I have come to terms that the older people become, the more likely th

I have thought I was in love 3 times now. But, what really is "love"? Everyone has their own idea and point of view that's wrapped up in conditions and a lot of complicated drama-most of the time. I finally came to terms that I was actually in love, with zero conditions. It was a weird realization. It was like, what is this? What has happened? I'm fucking accepting this person-as is. At first I was confused and then, it was like I was struck by lightning. Someone that I care

February. The month of loooove! Oh Yeay. Seriously, I think it’s fabulous how so many people are able to dedicate one day out of the year to remind each other how much we care with; boxes of chocolates, diamonds, flowers and sexy lingerie. But, really? Why aren’t these every day things. Not that I’d want flowers EVERY day, but. No, really. Every day. Totally joking! But why are we pigeonholed into putting so much emphasis on one another’s love on specific days. If your sweeti

I haven't written a post in quite awhile. I wish I could say, that I have been super productive with my time. But, I can't say that I have. I have; relaxed, slept in, attempted past life hypnotherapy, went on dates, given up on dates, listed items on eBay, went to several dinner parties, hosted several dinner parties, obsessed about going to Peru, drank countless glasses of prossecco, learned meridian tapping, worked an insane amount of hours, then had off for almost two week

Thanksgiving. My least favorite holiday, of all the holidays. Maybe even more so than the dreaded Valentine's Day. Maybe... The idea of everyone over consuming with drinking and eating is just dumb to me. And I love to eat and drink! But the idea that millions of people, all doing this, at the same time seems like such a total waste of everything. It sure would be something if we all started treating food, like the Buddhist monks do. Consume for sole nourishment and survival.

Mercury Retrograde! My favorite time(s) of the year... NOT. Basically, it's a clusterfuck of communication that gets jumbled up and no one is completely thinking, seeing, or hearing clearly. Thankfully, I have become aware of the very definite vibe that is radiating around this time and USUALLY am pretty tuned in and know when it's in the shadow faze. This week, I felt it, but dismissed it since I was positive that the actual retrograde didn't happen till December. I ignored

11.11.-Single's Day. Oddly, I have recently been noticing 11:11 more often the last couple months. Extra odd because my monthly horoscope says, today is supposed to be my most "Magickal" day of the month. I'm not feeling very magickal today (yet). What I have been feeling is lack of a better word, "down". And I feel it gaining strength, just as it did last year around this time. However, I doubt it'll gain the power that it did last year. I also did have a saving grace distra

I just realized it's Sweetest Day today. Ugh! Makes me barf. Just why? I'm torn between wondering if it's all due to businesses making some extra cash or couples just trying to torture us singletons. Maybe it's a combination of both. Regardless, it's irritating. Like, am I supposed to feel all special if my boy toy buys me a diamond necklace on this day, or some candy? Dumb. I'm just happy if he remembers to bring me my favorite coffee or some filtered water. Priorities, obvi